i don't need your help

I'm starting to regret even living close to my grandma, I guess that I just figured that she would help me out more if I were closer, so I didn't really look to move elsewhere, But now I'm starting to realize that she has a lot on her plate to worry about, so she's busy whenever I ask her for help or call her- I'm not going to bother her. I haven't told her about any of this, so don't go assuming that I put all of my problems on her, I don't. She just helps me and it seems like she's been too occupied for me lately. I confirmed my schedule for classes when I got back from k-mart, I've decided to do both of my classes online. If I fail.. I don't give a shit, I'll still try and do my best. I was trying to avoid two online classes because I find them to be more difficult, but what can ya do? nothin. those were the only classes available and convenient for my schedule.